YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE

weenies…

Weepy and gloomy, as I walk the halls everyday,

I’m constantly looking for your special smile that shines bright rays of MDMA,

I’m constantly listening,

All around me,

I’m constantly feeling,

All the signs,

I try and fathom this truth,

How we can’t be,

But you make me so happy, Perfect couple,

You and I.

(Source: codysls)

Dude, Dude, Look at this shit,

It’s freakin’ HD as hell, and after only one hit,

Inhalation, Burn, Smoke, Exhale,

The perfect steps to get you high as hell,

It’s like a magnificent sight, Everything is clear,

Things make sense now, No more gibberish through my ears,

Peaceful, Heavenly, Many words can describe,

This content feeling of being high,

Now only herbs is the way I go,

Let’s not get this rhyme mixed up with crazy shit yo,

That mary jane, bud, heavenly ganja,

It’s so hard to say no when I’m around ya,

Sweet smell, Sour taste,

Take your time on loading that bowl, remember, haste makes waste,

Crumblin’ it, Smashin’ it, Packin’ it, Puffin’ it,

Such a time consuming process, but shit man it’s worth it,

Worth the confusion, worth the rise,

Worth the swollen blood vessels coursing throughout my eyes,

Worth the risk, Worth the trouble,

Worth all the luxuries that surround me in my bubble,

It’s a close sphere, a very tight one at that,

We all share alike passions, and we have each others backs,

It’s not something we do to escape and get free,

I wish you fakers could see through that shit, and just see me,

Understand my reasons, Understand my views,

Who the fuck are you to judge me before you’ve walked in my shoes?

Take one step, Half a’ one at that,

I doubt you could handle it, now please, step the fuck back,

That you could handle the fear, all the fucking worries,

All the hopes I don’t have, for the future I’m forming, Well trying to anyway,

Trying to….. But I don’t always get my way,

What you deem a drug, we deem a friendship,

A widespread love with understanding and acceptance,

You fret and you freak, WTF do I do?! How can this happen to me?! My life is screwed!

I observe, and wonder as to why you’re upset?

It’s really no big deal man, just chill, don’t be offset,

Relax, be happy, just deeply breathe,

Now Embark with me, On discovering your inner being.

(Source: codysls)

Oh my god, This feeling is unlike any other,

How can this be? It’s like it keeps going, further and further,

So deep, yet so high,

Now I think everyone can see the twinkle in my eye,

Rubbing, Rubbing, More and more rubbing,

These impulses define a new sense of the word “numbing”,

Can’t stop, Don’t want to stop, Need to stop,

But why? Why stop?

Every slight movement is a new enjoyment,

I see friends smearing a vapory ointment, haha,

For enhancement of course, of this feeling,

Just like in intercourse or in spiritual healing,

Outlasting the night, still coursing through me,

I have yet but a slim amount of time left of this journey,

Dammit, Fuck, Please don’t leave me…

I love you so much, when thriving through my body,

My anxiety persisted, for not too long,

It had disappeared, Those feelings long gone,

Now what I’m in for is a different kind of grasp,

A one of sadness, but not to worry, for it does not last,

Such an adventurous trek, I loved it so,

Maybe more to come? Fuck if I know,

In a physical, emotional, even mental way,

You’ve affected me greatly, my mind is engraved.

(Source: codysls)

I feel it,

I hear it,

I love it,

I need it,

It is calming, It is soothing,

It is relaxing, even moving,

It makes me happy, It makes me sad,

It gets me going, sometimes really fast,

It’s Social, It’s personal,

It’s your choice so choose it,

But for me it’s everything, I love music.

(Source: codysls)

Pleasure, Euphoria,

A light but blissful mist,

Of the greatest feelings I’ve known to exist,

Stamps, Candy, there are so many names,

For this little gift, of release of pain,

The release of worries, the release of troubles, 

Just a release of everything, as you become less humble,

As you feel it rise, you feel that you’re sinking,

dropping and dropping out of your own thinking,

Only feelings, only pleasure,

Only Euphoria, but wait it gets better,

Energy and Love flood your body,

It’s almost too much, this trance like world around me,

My mind, so vulnerable and weak,

It needed these feelings, towards the end of each week, 

Weeks led to months, and to a developing problem,

This all had to stop, Such a horrible problem,

Don’t worry, I beat it,

My mind no longer needs it,

It’s part of my past, I no longer need it,

I let it get the best of me, then I saw the worst of me,

But it brought out the strength in me, Thank you Ecstasy.

(Source: codysls)

Hologram/CG Tupac performing at Coachella 2012

(Source: lastvhs)

Poetry if my favorite from of Literature and I love to write them.